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Test [15 May 2014|12:24pm]

[ mood | determined ]

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Paid Time Extension [17 Aug 2009|03:23pm]

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About yesterday... [27 Jun 2007|01:05pm]

[ mood | groggy ]

Heck yes kiddies, the going is good.  As of now.  Not yesterday.  Yesterday sucked.

You know how when you meet new people, you can instantly tell whether or not they're sincere or not?
And how when they're insincere, you want to shoot them in the foot?  I hate that.  I don't like feeling like I want to shoot people in the foot.

So I meet my friend's new boyfriend, and he's a jerk.  But I can't convince her.  Whatever, she'll learn.

About yesterday that was strange and left a bad taste in my mouth that wasn't just the A&W burger I had for lunch:

My dad and I went out to lunch.  Nothing new there.  So I was joking around and being morbid because something he said triggered memories of me talking to my mom about how she wanted to be cremated and she couldn't convince my dad that was the way to go.  So he was talking about dying and I wanted to kick myself for even bringing it up.  My entire family is sort of tactless that way.  And then we went down the line of succession - who would get me and my sister if my parents bit the big one.  Nothing new there as well.  

I was feeling rather depressed by this time, so we packed it up and went home.  Around 3 I take a nap every day.  
I'm a big preschooler, I know.  I woke up at 5 to find no one at home.  My mom left me a note saying she and dad
had left to go shopping.  Something that should only have taken an hour or two.  But no.  They got back at 10.  Neither of them had taken their cell phones, so I couldn't get a hold of them, and my sister was at her friend's house, so she was useless too.

Looking back, that seems really stupid and pathetic.  I should be more mature than that.  Again, whatever, it scared me a tad to think I'd have to support myself through college.  I can't afford that.  :)  :(

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PAID MEMBERS LOOK HERE! [13 Nov 2006|06:21pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

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Sorry for the off-topic post.

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crappy [03 May 2006|02:37am]

crappy day,
stayed up late again
have exam on friday and it's 2:30 am right now
been wanting to read the bible but had not gotten to it
crappy day
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HAHAHAHAHAHA! [08 Apr 2006|02:53am]

[ mood | amused ]

Ministry Of Sound: The Annual 2005 DVD (they use power tools, and there are hot chicks and boobs aplenty... including a video where babies parachute onto 'em! :P)

That makes me happy. :D

Also, friends and help do too!

Crappy: My mother. What else is new? She always bugs the hell out of me!

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newbie [13 Oct 2005|11:18pm]

hey im new, i c that this communitee is sorta dead but im really bored so hey why not

-my room is semi clean
-2m is friday and i have a party to go to
-my meds r making me a bit less .. crazy
-the high holidays r over so i dont need to fast
-i got a buncha new stuff at delias today
-in january my best friend is gonna visit
- NOVEMBER IS ALMOST HERE and wen it is ill have all my projects behind me
-drama club has seemed to b cool, assistant director
-meeting a buncha new ppl and going out more

-i have major cramps
-im not doing so well in pre calculus.. failing
-i have alot to work to do but i keep procrastonating
- my sister is mad at me
-i hafta read canterbury tales for next friday
-i feel lazy n i keep sleeping
-i cant seem to bring myself to get over some guy that i havent seen in 2 months
- i cant find a new guy to help myself get over that guy..
-my life is so dramatic
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[21 Aug 2005|01:00pm]

+ I get paid tomorrow.
+ I got to campout in my backyard with a fire pit roasting marshmallows last night.
- Slept on a lumpy area and woke up with a headache.
- Got elbowed in the head, making my headache worse.
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blah! [20 Aug 2005|08:05pm]

[ mood | stressed ]

I'm new here. I get the main Idea.

+ I made a little money today.
+ I managed to clean my room.

- My brother's friend (who I can't stand) visited today. I tensed up as soon as I heard his voice. A couple of nights ago I had a nightmare that he showed up and now this happens.
- I might be falling for another one of my brother's friend's. This is the first time I'm admitting it. He might like me too. It's not exactly a good thing.
- I'm pressured into going to Michigan for school a year earlier than I'd like.
- I don't really know if I'm over this other guy for sure. I don't know if I can move on.
- I don't even want to be at school right now and yet I have to go and do homework.

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this past week... [15 Aug 2005|02:17pm]

[ mood | chipper ]

The good:

+got to snuggle up with my love and go to sleep
+got unlimited hot apple cider and cookies
+saw a friend who i hadnt seen in a long time
+had delicious tea
+made money

The bad:

-Got sick
-had lots of nightmares

The good, once again, outweighs the bad!

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[13 Aug 2005|06:47pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]


I thought you guys would like my brand new community...I really need people in it and I thought that some of you might be the type that would enjoy it.

Thanks a lot!

My First Community!

PS: I'm sorry if this type of entry isn't allowed, and if it is not, the mod can feel free to just delete it.

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Daylight come... [07 Jul 2005|08:05pm]

[ mood | Bleeeeeeh! ]

- Got dumped, Ow.
- Men are dumb, sometimes. =/
- Getting weird hours again. Eee.
- I need to get out of the house more often.

+ Had a great party on July 2nd. >P
+ After July 5th's break up, I decided to focus on me.
+ Mememe. Going to make myself a better person for myself.
+ Yay Self-impowerment!

= I need a job. Anyone want to hire me? >P
= I feel sort of all funny inside.
= Ex still wants to be friends. Nerrr. -.o;
= Ex's new "flame" wants to be my friend too. Eh?

Welcome to my interesting switch of views!

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[15 Jun 2005|08:43pm]

+ I am in love. No joke.
+ He's wonderful...Marvelous even.
+ I am swooning.

- Fear he will be bored of me.
- Ex-friends are being jerks.
- I want our D&D stuff returned. Damn it.
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[01 Jun 2005|11:29am]

Good: I got my new phone in the mail
Bad: They didn't send me a new battery and I had to drop 55 bucks on one.

Good: My car is in the shop getting fixed
Bad: They've had it for a week

Good: I got a new job
Bad: I still need a second job.

Good: I registured for two college classes
Bad: I need 200 dollars to pay for them

Good: I made it to my placement test on time.
Bad: It was the 31st of May, not the 1st of June.

Good: Step father let me use his truck.
Bad: Step father won't let me use his truck to get to work.

Good: I have work today.
Bad: I have work today.
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I'm New. [31 May 2005|05:47pm]

[ mood | okay ]

+It's Summer?!
-I haVe Summer School :\

+Yesterday was 6 months & 1 wk for me and my babe
-W/o All the break ups it's suppose to be 9 & 1 :\

+My car is looking really good...
-It's still sitting in my back yard begging to be driven :\

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[27 May 2005|11:39pm]

+visiting my elementary school teacher
+nice weather
-feeling helpless/useless
-losing a close friend
-living a lie
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/// [11 May 2005|08:39pm]

[ mood | complacent ]

+It was super nice outside today, therefore I declare it skirt season.
+Fivequadrazillion people commented on my skirt.
+I'm going to PA for five days during Memorial Day weekend to this Jewish teen gathering thing with one of my good friends.
+There might be a lot of hot guys there. [hopefully]
+Tomorrow I get to finish my sculpture installation at the art studio across the street from my school.

-It seems that the guy I like likes one of my good friends.
-I have two-hour state testing first thing tomorrow morning at school.
-It's going to rain tomorrow morning. "/

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[06 Apr 2005|08:09pm]

+the feeling i get when i'm with him
+having his arms around me
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[28 Jan 2005|01:11pm]

[ mood | optimistic ]


+ Going to try for this OTHER job they are offering. O_o;
+ Got further in my game.

- Gotta go await what terrors this weekend's Dungeons and Dragons'll bring. I love my group but some people just need to chill... It's just a @#*!ing game.
- I am still in the afterglow of my freaking over rejection. I don't take rejection as well as I should at times..I guess it comes with extreme highs and lows...-pops her anti-depression/anxiety pills. Then walks off to shower.-

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[27 Jan 2005|05:37pm]

[ mood | sad ]

Very Good.
+ Finally beat one of the bosses on my new game.

Very Bad.
- I didn't get the job I was aiming for. . . It's making me very unhappy.

That's about it.

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